it's lucky how these phantom limb beestings never show
"...emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me
intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness
bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
the fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth
i never let on, that i was on a sinking ship
i never let on that i was down
you blame yourself, for what you can't ignore
you blame yourself for wanting more"
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Ceramics this morning was great, I love throwing on the wheel thank god it's like riding a bike.
...oh and thank god I love what I'm being forced to learn because it's thearaputic to throw myself into work.
I hate being bored because so long as I'm not bored I don't have to think about anything I don't want to.
I miss home home and my friends terribly though... for once I am looking foward to thanksgiving.
I really feel like I'm in junior high all over again, it's just awful. I don't know how things got this way.
[edit. This isn't my life...I feel like I'm looking through a pane of glass watching something I have no association to what so ever]
and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me
intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness
bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
the fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth
i never let on, that i was on a sinking ship
i never let on that i was down
you blame yourself, for what you can't ignore
you blame yourself for wanting more"
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Ceramics this morning was great, I love throwing on the wheel thank god it's like riding a bike.
...oh and thank god I love what I'm being forced to learn because it's thearaputic to throw myself into work.
I hate being bored because so long as I'm not bored I don't have to think about anything I don't want to.
I miss home home and my friends terribly though... for once I am looking foward to thanksgiving.
I really feel like I'm in junior high all over again, it's just awful. I don't know how things got this way.
[edit. This isn't my life...I feel like I'm looking through a pane of glass watching something I have no association to what so ever]