le crap
Things are sucking...
I am seemingly incapable of finding any sort of niche on this stupid campus that includes something I enjoy doing with muliple people I actually like. I really feel like I have no friends here. I know thats a lie but I really miss having a group of some sort. I kinda did last year and it got totally fucked up, I blame myself. I think my best friend wants me to conviently disappear from her life. I feel like her abscense has left a gaping hole in mine. There's a lot more little shit bothering me too and this fucked up weather is part of it... ugh so far this has been the worst year since 7th grade for once I actually just wish I could run home and burry myself under my down comforter ;)
I am seemingly incapable of finding any sort of niche on this stupid campus that includes something I enjoy doing with muliple people I actually like. I really feel like I have no friends here. I know thats a lie but I really miss having a group of some sort. I kinda did last year and it got totally fucked up, I blame myself. I think my best friend wants me to conviently disappear from her life. I feel like her abscense has left a gaping hole in mine. There's a lot more little shit bothering me too and this fucked up weather is part of it... ugh so far this has been the worst year since 7th grade for once I actually just wish I could run home and burry myself under my down comforter ;)