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Oct 18, 2007 10:29

Well, well. What is this thing? I guess I was lead back here by a comment from a now estranged individual. Its funny, because I still am not entirely sure who it is. Theres obviously one person I'd hope it would be, and one I'm scared of it being. I've already tried to compare IPs and all, but I guess it wouldn't make very much sense for them to still be the same. Either way, if you're reading this I do want to know who you are.  I think I'd like more closure to this than telling myself that I'm a stronger person for it. Not sure I can settle fully on that bit anymore.

School has started. I'm actually really enjoying college. It makes the rest of my life seem trivial and silly, and hell, I don't even have to force myself to forget things anymore. Its refreshing. Its absolutely free and I love it. Truthfully, I don't miss art school so much. I feel like I need to be where I am right now. Even if I don't like my classes. Even though I don't have too many friends.

I'm really happy; and I'm happy to be so. I've got this buzzing inside of me, and even the monotony of classes excites me. I've got this lust for knowledge. I just can't wait to get back.
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