fail
everyone was like, youre gonna pass. youre so smart. you have nothing to worry about. boy did i prove them wrong. i feel like such a failure. i feel like im stupid and maybe i shouldnt be on pcu if i cant pass the certified nurse exam. and i cant help but wonder if the other people would pass as i fail. i try to be a good nurse and apparently i suck at it. maybe i should do something else. maybe i can get a job with laura at fudruckers. its a brainless job.. i wish i didnt care. i wish i didnt expect so much from myself. i wish i had more motivation. i fail at loosing weight and now i fail at nursing. i just wanna hide.