they said he cant get free coffee
alright, heres whats up. I got a job at Savannah High, then I got laid off after 3 days. lame... So Im still at pedicab... AND PEDICAB IS FUCKING AWESOME!!! you just have to get used to the fact that you might not make any money sometimes... So I have this Bachelor of Arts in Spanish... lame... and no job. I had to quit the gym and cut back alot on things. It blows goat. I think my teeth are yellowing from all the coffee I drink and Im freaking myself out alot, having uncontrollable anxiety attacks. I had this dream that I went home with this kid from work and that we did "the deed" but I didnt dream about that part too much, but in the dream when I woke up the morning after, I left him 500 dollars on his nightstand and left... but I remember not wanting to leave... looking at him sleeping kind of on his stomach, kind of on his side.... thinking like "dont kid yourself maeburrows, he doesnt fucking like you" but I wanted to cry bc I wished that he did, and I wished that I was wrong. then I woke up for real wishing I never existed.