recent developments
a little over a week ago, i started dating a wonderful Christian guy named John. the whole thing has been an unexpected blessing and happened out of nowhere. after we started dating, i went through a period of uncertainty about whether or not i was ready for a relationship or if i should be dating him specifically. after some long introspection and contemplation, i feel at peace with my decision to continue dating and getting to know him more. he is a gentleman and treats me better than i think i even deserve, which makes me want to treat him even better. i decided to see where things might go and am no longer unsure or sorry about not being single. only time will tell whether or not this is the right decision, but i am at peace about it now.