Slight Rant
I'll keep this small, and only partially irritating.
I'm sick again. By that I mean that most of the symptoms are back, and if I don't jump right back on the Prednisone, I'll be 80% incapacitated within a very short time. My head is killing me, and throbbing about 26 out of the 24 hours in a day. (I can't do math, don't ask) My left eye would be more useful as a marble for a kid's game, and I've been sick just about every day for a week. Mostly in the evenings, when the day has had time to make my neck swell, and the intense pain increase.
It's pissing me off. I thought I was buying some time, staying off the other drugs, but after a good run, I'm right back at square one. I'm calling Lynn's Dr friend, but I can't do anything until the other tests are in. That should be some time in October. Grrrr. I don't want to ruin L's trip to the states. So much to do, go, and see. I want to be ok, and be an insane hostess.
And I don't want to have to stop riding my Liz.
And I don't want the pain anymore.
And I don't want to be a whiney bitch whore.
And I just don't want to die.
I'm sick again. By that I mean that most of the symptoms are back, and if I don't jump right back on the Prednisone, I'll be 80% incapacitated within a very short time. My head is killing me, and throbbing about 26 out of the 24 hours in a day. (I can't do math, don't ask) My left eye would be more useful as a marble for a kid's game, and I've been sick just about every day for a week. Mostly in the evenings, when the day has had time to make my neck swell, and the intense pain increase.
It's pissing me off. I thought I was buying some time, staying off the other drugs, but after a good run, I'm right back at square one. I'm calling Lynn's Dr friend, but I can't do anything until the other tests are in. That should be some time in October. Grrrr. I don't want to ruin L's trip to the states. So much to do, go, and see. I want to be ok, and be an insane hostess.
And I don't want to have to stop riding my Liz.
And I don't want the pain anymore.
And I don't want to be a whiney bitch whore.
And I just don't want to die.