recent confessions
I'm one of the neediest people in the world. I "need" everything from everyone in an unjustified period of time. I feel like I can't do anything on my own and am not capable of a lot.
I'm one of the most spoiled people in the world. I feel like nothing is going my way when things could in actuality be infinitely worse on me.
I'm really tired of being dragged along. You'd think one after the other after the other after the other I'd get used to it and stick up for myself, but apparently I don't learn from my mistakes.
I hate that your life is so together except for the one aspect that effects me. Decide if you want to date me or not and jump into it or not. I'm tired of being "the friend" on the side that has to listen without that favor being returned.
I miss my dad and I'm becoming an alcoholic who has headaches until I have a drink. I get more and more scared of the future even though I keep telling myself to live in the present.
I wish I had more dedication and motivation in all aspects of my life.
I really hate the fact that an entire group of people would make fun of me after every time I hang out with them then have the audacity to tell me and expect a "haha omg that's so funny I love that" reaction out of me. I am not your simple entertainment, I am a person who feels...and usually more than normal.
I hate that deep down I know I need help sometimes but I'm so prideful that I will never succumb to it.
I wish my mom knew how much I loved her.
I'm one of the most spoiled people in the world. I feel like nothing is going my way when things could in actuality be infinitely worse on me.
I'm really tired of being dragged along. You'd think one after the other after the other after the other I'd get used to it and stick up for myself, but apparently I don't learn from my mistakes.
I hate that your life is so together except for the one aspect that effects me. Decide if you want to date me or not and jump into it or not. I'm tired of being "the friend" on the side that has to listen without that favor being returned.
I miss my dad and I'm becoming an alcoholic who has headaches until I have a drink. I get more and more scared of the future even though I keep telling myself to live in the present.
I wish I had more dedication and motivation in all aspects of my life.
I really hate the fact that an entire group of people would make fun of me after every time I hang out with them then have the audacity to tell me and expect a "haha omg that's so funny I love that" reaction out of me. I am not your simple entertainment, I am a person who feels...and usually more than normal.
I hate that deep down I know I need help sometimes but I'm so prideful that I will never succumb to it.
I wish my mom knew how much I loved her.