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this whole thing is just really depressing.
i'm tired of getting upset about everything that's happened in the last 2 days,
but it's like nothing good can happen.
i know you're distancing yourself so that neither of us is affected too much later this month,
but it's just the entire situation that i'm frustrated with.
how something so perfect could be right there, given to you, making you insanely happy.
and then across a week's time period find out that you're leaving in 3 months,
then 2 months,
then 2 weeks.
i feel so bad for my mom.
one of her friend's passed away and the funeral is the same room that my dad's was in.
i just want to throw up and erase the last month.
top chef is on.
i'm tired of getting upset about everything that's happened in the last 2 days,
but it's like nothing good can happen.
i know you're distancing yourself so that neither of us is affected too much later this month,
but it's just the entire situation that i'm frustrated with.
how something so perfect could be right there, given to you, making you insanely happy.
and then across a week's time period find out that you're leaving in 3 months,
then 2 months,
then 2 weeks.
i feel so bad for my mom.
one of her friend's passed away and the funeral is the same room that my dad's was in.
i just want to throw up and erase the last month.
top chef is on.