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[mindlesswhore]

i love that i've been able to garner my thoughts into coherent journal entries lately. the thoughts, themselves, aren't exactly good things, but the fact that i seem to now have the ability to write everything down in a somewhat literate fashion makes me pretty damn happy. i really wish i could write poetry, instead of just...whatever the hell it is i write all over my latest drawings. i have the overwhelming urge to try. jaron, zach, and i have been watching the incubus dvd of them live, in concert, and i'm completely blown away by the disgusting amount of talent that band has. it's fucking amazing. it also makes me want to get back into drumming...all i need now is an actual drum set, hah..(tables and my knees don't count). arsalashkj. i can't even describe the feeling i get when i listen to amazing music like that; the complete emotional landslide present in my head. there's nothing else like it. my thought processes are definitely affected and directed by music: i think in beats and rhythms, i count out syllables in sentences for fun by tapping my feet. oho, god. i must attempt to write horrible poetry now. i feel it.

the precious
consistent
melody of rhythm

flowingstutteringwrithingSOUND
is music to my ears
ears that hear only beats
mind that thinks only in song

controlling thought and movement with overwhelming ease
the inability to stop
movingthrashingrunningwaterSOUND
almost scares me
but...
i
fucking
LOVE it.

hah, someone shoot me. i've probably just insulted every single one of you that writes poetry. but, hey, i don't really give a flying fuck :)

end of stupidity for the night. back to amazingly talented musicians.