Thoughts of the day, beeotch.
Here's a poem I just finished.
Its called...okay, well, the thing ain't got no title. Who cares? Not I, said the fly.
Love and lies,did I mean anything to you? Did I matter? I gave up everything for you. What did you do? Left me, to die, to wither away. Unwanted, unloved, in a tangled mess of lies and truth. My love no longer matters, because now youre back, wanting to go at this game again. Saying youve changed, saying you think I have too. How youre sorry for all the damage you did to me and how you want me to forgive you and you'd do anything, say anything, to make me forgive you for all of your lies youve said. Im tired of trying...sick of crying...yeah, Im smiling...but inside, I'm dying. Its taken me this long to get over you the best I can. To stop thinking about you every second of everyday. To stop worrying about if youre safe or not, if anything bad happened to you. I was over that sickening feeling about being a worried little girl, like you used to make me feel when you weren't around. I was almost over you, as much as I ever will be and then you came back. Back to flooding my thougnts. I let go of you, even if I didnt want to. It was hard to to. I missed you, I wanted you, I needed you to be there. After a while, without you, I realized you didnt need me for any of those things. So I let go of you and I dont want to try and hold on anymore to you.
...Its not as long as the others, cause I got a hand cramp...
Rick James and I cuddled on his couch, we watched American Pie....numero 2.
Im not going with the gang to pick Kara up from Wisconsin tomorrow. If things go like plan, everyones gonna do what I want to do, we're goin to that concert. $7. Screaming Monkey Boner, Duct tape mustache, Daquiri, and more. Rachael, Dahmer and James said hell yeah to going with. And Kara will go for sure, cause shes Kara...yeah.
Everyone else, I dont know. Rick James, hes not just doing the boulder lifting all day long, in the extremely hot weather under the sun and being eating alive by bugs, hes apparentally doing construction also now. More hours. Poor fella. Good money though
Billy and Tim...who knows...every since Tim got here...things changed big time. I think I just lost my best friend...
Its called...okay, well, the thing ain't got no title. Who cares? Not I, said the fly.
Love and lies,did I mean anything to you? Did I matter? I gave up everything for you. What did you do? Left me, to die, to wither away. Unwanted, unloved, in a tangled mess of lies and truth. My love no longer matters, because now youre back, wanting to go at this game again. Saying youve changed, saying you think I have too. How youre sorry for all the damage you did to me and how you want me to forgive you and you'd do anything, say anything, to make me forgive you for all of your lies youve said. Im tired of trying...sick of crying...yeah, Im smiling...but inside, I'm dying. Its taken me this long to get over you the best I can. To stop thinking about you every second of everyday. To stop worrying about if youre safe or not, if anything bad happened to you. I was over that sickening feeling about being a worried little girl, like you used to make me feel when you weren't around. I was almost over you, as much as I ever will be and then you came back. Back to flooding my thougnts. I let go of you, even if I didnt want to. It was hard to to. I missed you, I wanted you, I needed you to be there. After a while, without you, I realized you didnt need me for any of those things. So I let go of you and I dont want to try and hold on anymore to you.
...Its not as long as the others, cause I got a hand cramp...
Rick James and I cuddled on his couch, we watched American Pie....numero 2.
Im not going with the gang to pick Kara up from Wisconsin tomorrow. If things go like plan, everyones gonna do what I want to do, we're goin to that concert. $7. Screaming Monkey Boner, Duct tape mustache, Daquiri, and more. Rachael, Dahmer and James said hell yeah to going with. And Kara will go for sure, cause shes Kara...yeah.
Everyone else, I dont know. Rick James, hes not just doing the boulder lifting all day long, in the extremely hot weather under the sun and being eating alive by bugs, hes apparentally doing construction also now. More hours. Poor fella. Good money though
Billy and Tim...who knows...every since Tim got here...things changed big time. I think I just lost my best friend...