Lets get lost in the darkness...
By:Moi.
I cant seem to remember..why I even began to cry.
Everything makes me want to stop and sigh.
These overwhelming feelings of depression.
As the doctor makes me sit down to another session.
...I realized, from the tears behind my eyes.
And the mouth releasing my sorrowful cries.
That I just want to go to sleep.
After another long wheep.
To never wake up to the world for another day.
I just want to give it all up and go away.
I never want to wake up from these dreams.
Or to hear myself let out another one of my screams.
...Im sick of living this so called life.
And going on day by day with this endless strife.
Someone from somewhere, take me away from here.
...Lets get lost in the darkness.
I took some amazing pictures of the storm today. Tornananado. Its no pictures of it...but...of dark green skies, rain and hail pouring down..and..pink and white pretty petals swirling around from the trees as they got whipped off from the wind.
I didnt use flash..damn...it wouldnt work. I hope that they turn out...Fuck it all.Ohh well...I still didnt get a chance to talk to Cheddar..I decided the other day that the next time I got the chance to...I was gonna tell him about the feelings I still have for him...and...see how much he still wants to be with me. I'll ask him out, for sure. Ive got no problem with that...Id never see or hear from him...though...Him working two jobs and trying to graduate this year. Whatever. No holding back for him, like I have over the years when all he would tell me was how great I am. He still calls me Goddess, so thats reassuring. Anyways....Fuck.
I cant seem to remember..why I even began to cry.
Everything makes me want to stop and sigh.
These overwhelming feelings of depression.
As the doctor makes me sit down to another session.
...I realized, from the tears behind my eyes.
And the mouth releasing my sorrowful cries.
That I just want to go to sleep.
After another long wheep.
To never wake up to the world for another day.
I just want to give it all up and go away.
I never want to wake up from these dreams.
Or to hear myself let out another one of my screams.
...Im sick of living this so called life.
And going on day by day with this endless strife.
Someone from somewhere, take me away from here.
...Lets get lost in the darkness.
I took some amazing pictures of the storm today. Tornananado. Its no pictures of it...but...of dark green skies, rain and hail pouring down..and..pink and white pretty petals swirling around from the trees as they got whipped off from the wind.
I didnt use flash..damn...it wouldnt work. I hope that they turn out...Fuck it all.Ohh well...I still didnt get a chance to talk to Cheddar..I decided the other day that the next time I got the chance to...I was gonna tell him about the feelings I still have for him...and...see how much he still wants to be with me. I'll ask him out, for sure. Ive got no problem with that...Id never see or hear from him...though...Him working two jobs and trying to graduate this year. Whatever. No holding back for him, like I have over the years when all he would tell me was how great I am. He still calls me Goddess, so thats reassuring. Anyways....Fuck.