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i read back almost all of my journal...wowowowowow.
so much bullshit. whatever.
i wish that i could start over with a clean slate as they say.
i dunno.
i'm overall happy with my life...i just wish that somethings never happened and that i never met certain people...
life would be so much easier.
i hardly ever update anymore.
like at all.
but now i feel like it.
i don't even know what i'm feeling right now.
i'm just so angry...sad...lonely.
it's like he doesnt even care. WHATEVER, two can play at that game.
i dunno if any of this is making sense cuz i can't really see straight and i'm tripping my balls off (ambien is god)
but yeah. i just wish that i had friends that...really loved me.
i wish i had friends like i am.
how do i get rid of this!
ooh i'm so lost. i'm going to wander around my house now.
cheers.
so much bullshit. whatever.
i wish that i could start over with a clean slate as they say.
i dunno.
i'm overall happy with my life...i just wish that somethings never happened and that i never met certain people...
life would be so much easier.
i hardly ever update anymore.
like at all.
but now i feel like it.
i don't even know what i'm feeling right now.
i'm just so angry...sad...lonely.
it's like he doesnt even care. WHATEVER, two can play at that game.
i dunno if any of this is making sense cuz i can't really see straight and i'm tripping my balls off (ambien is god)
but yeah. i just wish that i had friends that...really loved me.
i wish i had friends like i am.
how do i get rid of this!
ooh i'm so lost. i'm going to wander around my house now.
cheers.