conversation cuts like glass

Jun 10, 2004 23:43

i wrote a lot here but i chickened out of what i said

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my heart is pumping
for one reason
maybe it's my imagination
but it's true
it's all in your hands
i no longer have this on my shoulders
oh no it must be something i said
love is another word for regret
it must be part of my plan
it's never to late to understand
and i wanted it to be somehing more than
just another run around for me
and even though i'm glad
that i'm finally free
all that's left for my life
is now up to me

and i walk around for days
and i only see you in my dreams
wait for me like
i've waited for you

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oh so all my loving go's
under the fog
i'll leave them all
i wish i could buy back
the woman you stole
why control why control
you walk my winners
out of control
you walk my winners out

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i sat and stared at the sky
i knew i'd find myself there again
i wonder how else to cope with the air
the air that brings me this luck
i'm unlucky that's just me
seems what used to be has changed
i feel it coming again
i feel it coming with the wind
i feel it coming again
i feel it breaking with the wind
and i know i won't feel it again
if i just played along
stupid games are for stupid people
and they end just like a song
a song with no beginning
a song that has no ending
just like this one

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hey a*shant*i...by then your hair will have grown out but that's okay last night i had a dream about you..it was like we were seeing each other how we were supposed to and your hair looked how it does when you cut it short and you gave me one of your big tall hugs and i told you that i liked your hair and then that was it have a good trip and don't start saying "aboot" on me..

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well i wake up
something more than what's supposed to be
something more than i had meant to show
what was i supposed to know
that i wanted and i waited
and i can be the one to show you
that life's not simple enough
and i can be the one to tell you
i've held this back for too long
and my heart aches
these feeling i've held inside for you
and my heart aches
how can i stop the pain

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well i never wanted it to be this way with you
so broken hearted look at all the things we've been through
sometimes i can catch up with your words
you're hard to follow
so hard to follow
tragic to realize that you talk too much
so tragic to realize that you're far too gone
to say you're wrong
tie the rope around me
once more and i might bend
but i won't break
take this time out
to find yourself
take this time out to learn
sometimes i can catch up with your words
you're hard to follow
so hard to follow

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cold light
hot night
be my heater
be my lover
and we could do it to each other
ride daddy ride
ride out the tide
i'd rather die
than say goodbye
and watch you go
go go go go
yeah we could do it to each other
we're like a sister and a brother
go on go go go

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i've found something
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