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Okay, so today I found out I can start working when I go into my senior phase. Even if it's folding towels, it's going to build up eventually. I'm also planning to get liscened in PA, and NY. New Jersey and your 600 hours! Too bad I won't get my liscence for a bit after I graduate. because New Jersey is slow.
I'm really angry, and scared, and sad. No one listens to me when I say don't join the military. Someone can be so mentally strong, but most people can't handle being lonely, being homesick, missing out on the things a person our age would be doing. The military is best at screwing people over and that's exactly what they'll do. It's ridiculous. No one really expects how much the mind will wander when they are completely alone. And this is the worst part, You're not there to hang out with your best friends anymore, they stop calling, they find out you are home and treat you like a fucking trophy prize. They'll ask for stories just so they can tell so and so that their "friend" is in the military, that they are a hero. It makes me upset to see how fake people really are. And no one will listen, still.
I'm really angry, and scared, and sad. No one listens to me when I say don't join the military. Someone can be so mentally strong, but most people can't handle being lonely, being homesick, missing out on the things a person our age would be doing. The military is best at screwing people over and that's exactly what they'll do. It's ridiculous. No one really expects how much the mind will wander when they are completely alone. And this is the worst part, You're not there to hang out with your best friends anymore, they stop calling, they find out you are home and treat you like a fucking trophy prize. They'll ask for stories just so they can tell so and so that their "friend" is in the military, that they are a hero. It makes me upset to see how fake people really are. And no one will listen, still.