Muffin killer
So… I have been sorting out who I am, and what I want for the last little while (Aren’t I always?). And I’ve come to the conclusion with a lot of things.
Things I didn’t need, things I wanted.
The Good. The Bad.
Like my brother says, “I’m a super geniuses, I can do anything.”
But I always feel lesser. Isolated. Left out.
I feel that I have nothing in common with anyone lately.
I have other intentions for life.
Maybe I prefer to just listen more? The need to interact isn’t as important to me as it once was. But when did I really make the effort in the first place?
Why does everything lead to intoxication?
Why do I get anxious? Nervous?
Why cant I sleep?
I thought I had a lot figured out during the summer. But I guess, not so much.
---------------------------------------------------
I’ll be spending the rest of my day writing up an essay I’ve put aside for about two weeks. The next 4 weeks will bring the end of me. Three essays due this week. A presentation and test next Monday. 3 exams and two more major papers.
It will be over soon.
But ya… on a side note…* blushes*
I'm vexed... Lets call this a theory. But...
Feelings towards someone.
I feel that I can’t say anything due to our interactions over the last year, our ‘situations’, and our social groups. Oh how different they are.
I’m in high school again. I believe, I have no chance.
Haha… I feel really embarrassed about this.
- mindless_slave
Ps. My sisters stupid. But I’m glad she’s okay
Things I didn’t need, things I wanted.
The Good. The Bad.
Like my brother says, “I’m a super geniuses, I can do anything.”
But I always feel lesser. Isolated. Left out.
I feel that I have nothing in common with anyone lately.
I have other intentions for life.
Maybe I prefer to just listen more? The need to interact isn’t as important to me as it once was. But when did I really make the effort in the first place?
Why does everything lead to intoxication?
Why do I get anxious? Nervous?
Why cant I sleep?
I thought I had a lot figured out during the summer. But I guess, not so much.
---------------------------------------------------
I’ll be spending the rest of my day writing up an essay I’ve put aside for about two weeks. The next 4 weeks will bring the end of me. Three essays due this week. A presentation and test next Monday. 3 exams and two more major papers.
It will be over soon.
But ya… on a side note…* blushes*
I'm vexed... Lets call this a theory. But...
Feelings towards someone.
I feel that I can’t say anything due to our interactions over the last year, our ‘situations’, and our social groups. Oh how different they are.
I’m in high school again. I believe, I have no chance.
Haha… I feel really embarrassed about this.
- mindless_slave
Ps. My sisters stupid. But I’m glad she’s okay