contested knowledge

Nov 12, 2008 19:00

I still haven’t gathered enough willpower to get myself writing this essay that’s due this Friday. I may just end up taking the extra extension for Monday and go to the lecture Friday. Bah… I just want school to be over with…

I’ve also made myself a goal. Now in August I lost 8 pounds and gained back 4 over September and October because I had a hard time managing everything.
But earlier this week I’ve kicked myself back into working out at least half hour everyday and trying to eat healthy. So my goal is to be at 135 by the end of December. 11 pounds to go. I think I can do it. If I reach this by the 30th then I will get my first tattoo in January. It will be my Christmas gift to me for finally hitting a weight I’ve tried to be around for the longest time. I’m really tired of feeling like shit. I’ve gained so much and I just want to feel like I use to.

The plan is to get a half sleeve started.

I can do it. I can do it. I can do it.
If I don’t reach it then. I’ll be really upset with myself. January is the latest to hit that weight. It might sound demanding but I need to do this for myself.

Now… to try to write something educational…

- mindless_slave
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