new time, fun time, bad time ....... ugh i hate time
ok ok ok i know i don't write much anymore but no one really read this shit anyways but eh what the hell i'll update it....
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ok so we are in the apartment it's been pretty good so far. still getting rid of some of my things and arranging the house but that's about it...
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we decided on SBC so now i have dsl and phone but no dish yet... i had to do this stupid establishing credit thing with them it was silly.
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let's see what else........
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oh my cat has chewed through almost every wire in the house and nothing at all is stopping him and it's getting annoying....like yesterday i went to hook up my computers and i found two power cords, mouse and a few others chewed all the way through in more than one spot. so i was sooooo pissed at him then i catch him chewing on my phone cord and then speaker cord that derek was using for his cd player.....he also chewed through 3 controlers to the game systems and a three wire cord also.....needless to say last night i had to cat proof my whole computer as best as possible with what i had....so there's like all these pillows around it and it's really silly....bottom line right now on this is we have to keep all the wires hidden as best as possible and close doors to they bed rooms.....
nightmare....i think your name has cursed us.....fits you so perfect...
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lets see what else is new with me.....
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ah here we go my stupid job.....i'm currently trying to find another or better job. since this one is so not working for me...they just keep blaming me for shit...the hired another girl that they didn't even need to hire and cut my hors from 34-38 hours down to like 17-20 hours....which is really hard with the rent, cell phone, cat, food and everything like that.....i just can't take them much more....like today carol has the guts to sit and talk with allison right there about me a nd bad about me while i'm standing to my back towards them and saying all kinds of crap.....
then the other day i came in and clocked in and sat down and eat a gornola bar and had a drink, it took no more then 3 mins. carol comes up to me and says in a snotty way " you know when you clock in you are supposed to start working."
and i stood there once again (as i'ved learned my oppion DOES NOT count with her) and said nothing. but sure as hell i was saying in my head "how am i supposed to do that when you are helping a customer at one desk and anne is at the other doing taging. there is only two computers, one customer, two staplers and two tag guns. plus there isn't enough room in htat area for two people have the time, let alone three if you have fat ass allison in there. so how the hell am i supposed to get in there and do work."
the funny thing is though is they do worse. carol will stay and chit chat on the phone with friends and other people before she signs out and that can take up to 30 extra mins and she's gotten yelled at for it too. and like allison if there is two people there she won't even get up and so anything half the time. she sits there on her ass half the time... anne takes off when we are there together and she doesn't come back for over an hour later and then stay way after 6:00. i dunno i give up with these people....
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ok now suttin else...
ah me and derek... we are still well. we are getting closer with this change here. and i'm liking it...hmmm let's see there has really only been a few bickers between us and like one major fight. which once again like the last one like it, was induced by acohol in his system...but as per usual i can't stay mad at him forever....i know he tries hard and really cares for me but it's those times when he get's like those two arguments that i can't stand. i don't think he really realizes until half way through the argument that he's rerally hurting me and that what he is doing is so uncalled for....
but eh it's only the alcohol in him....but what the hell i love this fucking guy to death even with those times that we drive each other nuts....
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oh yea what the hell is up with this weather it's so fucking weird but i bet you 20 bucks that in the middle of march we are going to get hit so hard that it's not going to be funny....but hey i'm loving it....
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oh yes i finally finished the sleeping beuaty series and OH MY GOOD i loved it. it was so great and the more i read the harder it was to come home and not want to jump derek. or want to try something totally new with it.......just let me tell you have got to read this book it is soo great more for the female type but guys would get a kick out of it too.
now i'm reading the book below and it's good but not so cathy as the other one....but i bet it'll get better....