life's a bitch so get over it and find a way out of hell
well i got a job working at the dry cleaners down here in downtown...7.50 an hour for about 28 hours and i may get to get overtime for cleaning the place throughly if megan(the lady who is training me) mom says it's ok to let me do that once a month.....i've finally decided i really need to get the fuck out of this house i hate it here....my father is digusting and just sad...we rarely have food in this hose...and dad goes out and buys fast food all the time...he's spent $100 every two days of this week and last....but that's cuz he sucks at budgeting. it all started to go down hill as soon as i came back from vacation to oxford and onterio New York with my aunt and uncle....he actually kicked me out nt to long ago but told me if i didn't come back hee'd call the cops on me and other BS like that...but i came back only to help derek out...now i'm just trying to figure how to get my licence since my father and mother seem to not be doing anything about it...( the sucky piss off part of this though is they are letting my brother get his licence at 16 and not making him wait like they did to me....and said it was my fault i didn't do at then because i din't talk about it when i had been for like 3 years before...the real reason no money for me but for alden all he wants)...hopefully this job thing works out so i can start saving money to get an apartment maybe with a few friends but none of the colonial manor or brandford manor type places....i want something good....and if worse comes to worse i can just leave at 18 and go to texas with derek but i really don't want to not until my two youngest brothers understand that " if momy ever does anything to harm you or anything like she did to me sissy is only a phone call away and will come and take you for however long you need it to be....."
and another thing i have to take nightmare to the vets again cuz his eye is getting bad again and he's coughing after running around alot and stuff like that and then i have to get flea med crap to help him get rid of the flea he got from amber L.'s house....and i may get another kitten if amber's mom lets me take one i want a black one pref. feamle cuz night mare is a black boy and i want him to ahave a friend and he's not to kind of males or bigger cats and dogs.....
eh life sucks i got to do more shit.....i hate having a late b-day......
and another thing i have to take nightmare to the vets again cuz his eye is getting bad again and he's coughing after running around alot and stuff like that and then i have to get flea med crap to help him get rid of the flea he got from amber L.'s house....and i may get another kitten if amber's mom lets me take one i want a black one pref. feamle cuz night mare is a black boy and i want him to ahave a friend and he's not to kind of males or bigger cats and dogs.....
eh life sucks i got to do more shit.....i hate having a late b-day......