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you know, it's ironic. i took off half a day today so i could relax because i've been stressing way too much. but you know, i actually have more to work on and more to worry about today than i have all week long.
i seriously feel like i'm going to break down, and probably at school. it's all getting to be a little much, more than i've handled before. it's too much. i feel like such a wuss, too. everyone else has this much stress and puts up with it. why can't i? what part of me is so screwed up that i can't even handle a tiny bit of stress like everyone else?
how badly will mudge hurt me if i don't show up for the monologue readings during lunch tomorrow? if i skip drama class?
i seriously feel like i'm going to break down, and probably at school. it's all getting to be a little much, more than i've handled before. it's too much. i feel like such a wuss, too. everyone else has this much stress and puts up with it. why can't i? what part of me is so screwed up that i can't even handle a tiny bit of stress like everyone else?
how badly will mudge hurt me if i don't show up for the monologue readings during lunch tomorrow? if i skip drama class?