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I thought I would update since its been forever.
This week has not been the best for me...
starting this past Friday I have been sick thanks to the college health clinic. The doctors at are school aren’t the brightest ppl in the world. I was sent to the clinic to have my akelis tendon checked b/c I have been having problems with it. Well I ended up getting medicine and it had the worse side effects. I ended up on my friend’s dorm room floor not moving or really responding to anything. So my friend ended up staying up the whole night taking care of me. She’s freaking amazing. Well Saturday I had to go to are soccer game in Hiram and I still felt horrible from the night before. I ended up not playing the game instead I suffered on the bench with the shit from the night before. On the way back home I started feeling worse and ended up not sleeping all of Saturday night. Sunday I felt horrible I had a head ache still from Friday, I had a cough and my chest was killing me. I didn’t sleep at all Sunday and Monday I was exhausted and wanted to die in all of my classes. I ended up going to the hospital after my last class Monday and spent the rest of my day in the emergency room. I found out I have bronchitis. So I haven’t been to any classes or to soccer practice and it sucks. I haven’t slept since last Thursday and I haven’t really eaten a meal since Friday. I’m totally run down and not sleeping for 5 days or not eating real food is not helping. On top of that me and my boy friend are fighting. He has called me 30times today and I have not answered to him once. He doesn’t understand I’m sick and I have no voice to talk. He’s pissed and has left me shitty voice mails so I’m about to call it quits. His attitude has been shitty lately and the way he accuses me of shit and starts arguments with me is getting old. I even had to ask my mom to call and tell him to leave me alone. That’s pretty bad I had to have my mom call and bitch at him. I knew things were to good to be true. I hope things start to get better soon. I really hope I feel better but I think I’m getting worse. Fucking sucks, I wish things would turn around.