So, Congratulate me
Well, I haven't been around in a while have I?
Yes, congratulate me. I'm (still) not pregnant. There really wasn't a doubt, but I had a really weird dream a few weeks ago where I was pregnant. Made me realize just how little I want kids. I spent the entire dream feeling so intensely depressed. There was no question what I was going to do, I wasn't keeping it. But that's not why I was depressed. I was so incredibly depressed over the fact that I was pregnant. That I let myself get pregnant. It was probably the scariest dream I've ever had.
Aside from that, things have been going pretty well. My ex, Mikey, and I have decided to give things a second try. So, I guess that makes him the Boyfriend again as opposed to the ex. Things have been going very well there =) I applied for a new job with my Dad's work. Rotating shifts, mostly 12 hour days, but starting at $19/hr can I really complain? I'm really hoping to get it *crosses fingers* Things have been fairly normal otherwise.
Yes, congratulate me. I'm (still) not pregnant. There really wasn't a doubt, but I had a really weird dream a few weeks ago where I was pregnant. Made me realize just how little I want kids. I spent the entire dream feeling so intensely depressed. There was no question what I was going to do, I wasn't keeping it. But that's not why I was depressed. I was so incredibly depressed over the fact that I was pregnant. That I let myself get pregnant. It was probably the scariest dream I've ever had.
Aside from that, things have been going pretty well. My ex, Mikey, and I have decided to give things a second try. So, I guess that makes him the Boyfriend again as opposed to the ex. Things have been going very well there =) I applied for a new job with my Dad's work. Rotating shifts, mostly 12 hour days, but starting at $19/hr can I really complain? I'm really hoping to get it *crosses fingers* Things have been fairly normal otherwise.