TO HER...
written june 11,2005
do YOU remember...now it's over...
i have so many beautiful things going on...inside me...my thoughts...have repeated...over and over again...the beautiful moments...that continue to visit me...and as more moments are created...i enjoy those times...in the right now...my soul is in awe...how thankful i am...how much it means to be able to be me...and watching YOU in this mirror that has always been soo very close...it has never been quite like this...for a long time...i didn't realize there was more to discover...i'm excited about my life...in expression of the inspiration that i find with YOU...i feel strong...and confident...this security i have grown to inside...i realize that over all this time...i've needed something to believe in...and now watching those beliefs...just be...in my everyday life...how thankful i am...how thankful...i feel i have found my bestfriend...i've looked for her for a long time...and in the moments i find myself...is now i have discovered her...feeling this love...in such a new way...has brought me so much joy...i feel i am falling in love...all over again...in those times...i knew that way had run out...been learned...and now that i have entered into this new step...i know i never had to want...it has always been...and what i am thankful for...comes in so many ways...but to go through a transition...and find her on the other side...makes me see that i have always been complete...remembering the quote"all these pieces of this puzzle in your hand...it is one that will make it complete"...well...that completeness comes in always having that one part of yourself...that you always strive to search for...and i have so much graditude to know...that there will always be more...more to learn...to grow...to expand...so that one piece of the puzzle...is realizing that it will always be there...that is what makes us complete...to have that hope...to have those dreams...and here...right now...i have come here...to thank YOU with all of my heart...for giving me something to forever believe in...to always have those dreams...and to eternally dwell in a faith that is as real as her skin...the very container her soul lives within...
thanks to you...
me
do YOU remember...now it's over...
i have so many beautiful things going on...inside me...my thoughts...have repeated...over and over again...the beautiful moments...that continue to visit me...and as more moments are created...i enjoy those times...in the right now...my soul is in awe...how thankful i am...how much it means to be able to be me...and watching YOU in this mirror that has always been soo very close...it has never been quite like this...for a long time...i didn't realize there was more to discover...i'm excited about my life...in expression of the inspiration that i find with YOU...i feel strong...and confident...this security i have grown to inside...i realize that over all this time...i've needed something to believe in...and now watching those beliefs...just be...in my everyday life...how thankful i am...how thankful...i feel i have found my bestfriend...i've looked for her for a long time...and in the moments i find myself...is now i have discovered her...feeling this love...in such a new way...has brought me so much joy...i feel i am falling in love...all over again...in those times...i knew that way had run out...been learned...and now that i have entered into this new step...i know i never had to want...it has always been...and what i am thankful for...comes in so many ways...but to go through a transition...and find her on the other side...makes me see that i have always been complete...remembering the quote"all these pieces of this puzzle in your hand...it is one that will make it complete"...well...that completeness comes in always having that one part of yourself...that you always strive to search for...and i have so much graditude to know...that there will always be more...more to learn...to grow...to expand...so that one piece of the puzzle...is realizing that it will always be there...that is what makes us complete...to have that hope...to have those dreams...and here...right now...i have come here...to thank YOU with all of my heart...for giving me something to forever believe in...to always have those dreams...and to eternally dwell in a faith that is as real as her skin...the very container her soul lives within...
thanks to you...
me