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I've been wanting to write, but just can't seem to organize my thoughts. My mind is everywhere lately.
I have been thinking back to a time when I seriously had the perfect life (for me anyway). I remember telling people how lucky I was, and I would honestly feel total gratitude for the life I was leading. But.....then some poor decisions in a relationship and my life spun out of control. It has taken me two years to come out of the mess that was left. I was cleaning some old files off of my computer and found letters he wrote to me. I have to wonder what ever attracted me to that kind of person......it is like I became this other person that was (for a better term) addicted to this relationship. It is funny how time changes our perception of life.
I have been thinking back to a time when I seriously had the perfect life (for me anyway). I remember telling people how lucky I was, and I would honestly feel total gratitude for the life I was leading. But.....then some poor decisions in a relationship and my life spun out of control. It has taken me two years to come out of the mess that was left. I was cleaning some old files off of my computer and found letters he wrote to me. I have to wonder what ever attracted me to that kind of person......it is like I became this other person that was (for a better term) addicted to this relationship. It is funny how time changes our perception of life.