Dreams
I usually don't have dreams while I'm here but last night I did and it was a weird one...here goes. I dreamed that I walked in on one of my friends here having sex with one of my friends from back home. In this dream both of these friends were virgins...though the one from here really isn't. My friend from here, at least in the dream, I know he would never do that in real life, was using my friend from back home for sex and, even though I'm close to the guy I've been friends w/this girl for over 14 years. It was sooo strange, esp when I see the friend here as not a sexual being in the least.
As to my last entry I've talked to the first two people and they were, as usual, very understanding and I know that they see where I'm coming from and I'm glad to know that they are there for me and I have to tell them again that I'm always here to return the favor. As for the third person I still haven't learned one way or another...and time is running out cause if I don't get it through my thick head by the end of this year I may never get it. But like I've said if it's true I hope I'm up to the challenge, but if it's all in my head then I'm totally ok w/that.
As to my last entry I've talked to the first two people and they were, as usual, very understanding and I know that they see where I'm coming from and I'm glad to know that they are there for me and I have to tell them again that I'm always here to return the favor. As for the third person I still haven't learned one way or another...and time is running out cause if I don't get it through my thick head by the end of this year I may never get it. But like I've said if it's true I hope I'm up to the challenge, but if it's all in my head then I'm totally ok w/that.