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hello everyone well as usual i am not posting like i used to.i have been in the midst of a very great hockey playoffs.my team is the detroit red wings and they have only one more game to win the stanly cup!! i am so happy and can't wait for tommorrow night so i can sit back and relax with the game.well if you call it relaxing lol since i get all worked up and can bearly sleep after a game.i feel like i played it myself lol besides that everything has been pretty normal i bought me my very own tent the other day i am so proud of myself cause i can put it up!yeaaa for me anyway i have always wanted to go camping and for the 4th of july my family are coming up and we are going camping at longs retreat which is a very cool place with lots to do.i don't even care if it rains.so i have been planing everything right down to whats for breakfast.and i know my mom is going to make biscuits and gravy! yumm yumm.i really need a vacation my life has been way to stressful to my likeing and a little time away just will do the trick u never know by that time my divorce might be final and i can celebrate! kick back and have a few cold ones and swim to my hearts content.now that id life can't get any better then that.but it does seem werid that now the tables have turned and to my parents i am a grown up!(oh no one of those things we all feared)so i am planning everything for the trip and not letting my parents do anything except relax they deserve it!hell they put up with me all these freaking years!loland believe me at times that can't be easy.i bet if you asked my ex he would say i can be a she-devil.but i don't think i am all that bad just very strong minded and stuborn and who was it anyway that said those are bad quilties anyway??hummm pondering on that thought,,,,,,another good thing for me happening this year is i am starting college this fall.i have my finanical aid papers all i need to do is sign up and all that good stuff.oh my a 26 year old college student i am going to feel really old when i get there....but hey i want my buisness degree and i have to go to get it!i am still working on getting my car damn banks take forever.....well i guess thats all the exciteing news i have in my pityful life of mine.,,,,,i guess i am just not that insiteful or creative or i would beable to come up with something wity to say,,,,,,but i will say i amtrying a differant approach to life i am no longer looking or riding on the edge of darkness in my mind i am looking for all the things great and wonderful that i can focus on that makes me happy,,,there is too much evil in this world to waste my time being involved with it.now what i am talking about is depression and other things in that nature not no fraking goth shit!i think that crap should stay at halloween,,people who are just so obsessed with goth are to just to afraid to face the reality in life and hide behind some werid gross image.i just wished people would just wake up,,,,well my last comment is each to there own i guess!but that don't mean i have to agree! lol see you all laters,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ps oh by the way there is a such thing as a comment button,,,,u can use it from time to time,,,just thought you guys can't see it or something ,,lol