mmm... i love finding what i've written when i'm angry (course i'm not angry now)...

[mindbogglin]

push shove pin
you down and cover your mouth
as I breathe in your fucking air
and I'll choke you with the very hate
you made me endure
no it's not fucking fair
it's more than you can bear

and i'll smile while you collapse
i'll laugh while you are down and hurt
and when you shed your tears
i will not lend even a sleeve
i will make you feel all my fears

you feel like i had to
you will become pale and blue

and i'll shut your eyes.
i'll do that much for you
so you can drown in your own lies

this is what carrion love will do.