crazywheels on fire
so i got new hubcaps. the puppy is housebroken. the boy at school knows my name and i know his it's andrew...i think in my head i'm making progress, but i'm really not doing anything much. he moved closer to sit by me at school before class the other day and we talked about movies. he was talking about some song by neutral milk hotel and putting it to a scene from a movie but he's a lowtalker and sometimes i don't hear him. what if i ask him to hang out and i can't hear his reply? he didn't think i would know who nmh was because he thinks i'm old. well i still got it! i finally talked to diana after months the other day and i miss her a lot. chris and bajley bo baj too. i miss the life i had in florida a lot sometimes, it felt good to be on my own then. but i missed my family when i was there. i hadn't thought about shawn in such a long time but i started crying in my car at school on tuesday because i asked some guy if he was leaving so i could have his parking spot..he said yes and his friend turned around to look at me and he looked like shawn. i hate myself for missing someone that probably doesn't miss me at all. anyway my new hubcaps are hella sweet. not really but at least it doesn't appear that i drive a beater anymore. oh yeah and i'm typing this on my new laptop that i'm not used to yet so if there are any mistakes just deal with it as best you can or eat my toe! rah