WOW...

[mindah]

I'm not sure if you read this anymore or not...honestly at the moment I don't care...I think its bull shit that I don't answer your text because I was sleeping and then at work being VERY busy and I never got the aim messages because my computer isn't letting aim work and I get hell! I'm moved on your myspace top 8 (which you always said was a stupid thing anyway) you call me to bitch me out and you refuse to talk to me after. When just a week ago you promiced me we would hang out and when I called you and texted you to do so you were no where to be found! And I didn't get all pissy...I didn't move you on myspace, or text or call to bitch at you. Because I understand what its like to be busy, because I understand what its like to get wrapped up in something because I care enough about you to accept that things happen. Why can't you do the same for me when we weren't even supposed to hang out, when you didn't know how busy or not busy I am. Espically when my away message said I was busy! You do this to me a lot. And then you say you are sorry the next day because you realize its crazy...I just don't get it...

In other news...I'm confused about a lot of things...I don't know what you mean about taking things slow...does that mean we are dating? Where are we taking this? I'm not even sure I want to anymore...I don't know what I want...grrr...

This no doubt doesn't make any since...and the people I wrote it for won't see it no doubt so really I'm just trying not to rip my hair out...