All The World's A Stage
So I haven't posted in here so much because I have been a facebook whore...sorry about that.
So I became a model...thats new....like litterally a model...I have 5 shoots booked for the next 4 weeks. These are photographers that contacted me...ushually when you start out you have to pay a photographer...some how I got lucky...they will do it free of charge.
see.....
that was taken about two days ago with this guy named Daniel....I am kind of like his project right now...we'll see how this all turns out.
It's funny, lately I have been wondering why I am so good at this modeling thing....and the only conclusion I came to is that my life wasn't meant for just me...but more for a public display. It explains why I don't care what people think of me...or why I don't feel stupid writing my feeling on the internet. I am not scared of the world knowing me....maybe because it was supposed to be my one love all along. For the past 4 years I was just kidding myself and when I had settled into "normalcy" not doing anything to entertain the world...I got taken out of it. My life wasn't so private anymore....now people are taking my picture and I feel more complete...like I got the medicine I was searching for. I guess I am finally where I am supposed to be...can't turn back now. Not until I some how make something so big that everyone can't stop talking about it....there is no privacy then.
I guess it was God's plan all along....I was meant for the world...and everytime I tried to do something for me....I got taken out of it, and hurt.
So I became a model...thats new....like litterally a model...I have 5 shoots booked for the next 4 weeks. These are photographers that contacted me...ushually when you start out you have to pay a photographer...some how I got lucky...they will do it free of charge.
see.....
that was taken about two days ago with this guy named Daniel....I am kind of like his project right now...we'll see how this all turns out.
It's funny, lately I have been wondering why I am so good at this modeling thing....and the only conclusion I came to is that my life wasn't meant for just me...but more for a public display. It explains why I don't care what people think of me...or why I don't feel stupid writing my feeling on the internet. I am not scared of the world knowing me....maybe because it was supposed to be my one love all along. For the past 4 years I was just kidding myself and when I had settled into "normalcy" not doing anything to entertain the world...I got taken out of it. My life wasn't so private anymore....now people are taking my picture and I feel more complete...like I got the medicine I was searching for. I guess I am finally where I am supposed to be...can't turn back now. Not until I some how make something so big that everyone can't stop talking about it....there is no privacy then.
I guess it was God's plan all along....I was meant for the world...and everytime I tried to do something for me....I got taken out of it, and hurt.