Will Butler - What I Want
Speaking of what I want; I want....
...more colourful crazy clothes (I want sequins. So many sequins)
...nice weather all the time
...to sketch more often and make a sort of diary out of it
...to travel more
...to read more books
...half a stone to be gone
...Laura's ring
...my job to start asap
...to play piano more often
...to use less plastic and recycle properly
...do a bright coloured eyeliner for no reason
...see more live music
I've been in a bit of a funk lately. No desire to play piano or paint. Barely any (emotional) energy to get off the couch and stop watching HIMYM. Next to no self confidence (especially in my body image). I had nothing to talk about because I wasn't doing anything, and so I was spending all my time just crashed out on my phone with boring tv in the background. I haven't even been for walks at "lunchtime" or done that big deep clean I kept talking about. I've had 2 weeks off and, other than making time for Jade and Emma, I've done nothing interesting by myself. (Although I did finally clear out my car. 1 point for Vicky)
But I don't know if it's the nice weather, the upbeat music I've been playing, the fact that I crazy curled my hair, all the live music we've seen or the break away from being at home with no-one to talk to, but I feel so re-energised!
Yay I've just heard from Matt, he arrived safely and he's about to go to sleep. Dad's already gone to bed and kicked me out the living room. Mum is still awake but in the room I'm sleeping with. Not sure how to politely tell her to go away....however, I do have Gizmo asleep next to me, and once my Mum goes, Gizmo will follow...