things to say
So.. nothing exciting has been going on lately. I went to Baton Rouge this past weekend... BTW money wise, that was a horrible idea, it cost me almost ninty bucks in gas alone. Then again I did get to spend time with Maxine and see my old friends so that was great. Went to a club called SoGos.. had lots of fun... They need a club like that around here -- not that I'd go, because I've still yet to venture to any of the places they do have around here. I'm almost a hermit outside of work because I don't go anywhere or do anything.. aside from the occasionally movie night with D Rock.
I've pissed a few people off at work this week just cause they gave me attitude and I gave it back times ten. I can definetly be a bitch when given the opportunity, anyone who knows me can vouch for that fact. I try not to do it often, because I'd much rather be nice -- but sometimes I can't help it. I'm tired, cranky, broke, and if you're going to complain to me about something I do not have any control over, don't be shocked to hear that I don't care about it.
I'm still getting the occasionally depressed moments, but I'm trying to control them. I think movie night makes it worse. I like hanging out with Derek and it's great that we can hang out, eat, watch a movie or CSI or whatever and things are great... but I'm kinda wanting to get attached, and I know that's not what he wants. So I'm starting to believe that putting an end to movie night would be a good option. Then again, not hanging out with him would just suck. He's a great friend, he's positive, motivated and hilarious I really like hanging out. I don't know. Something to think about.
anywho... toodles.
I've pissed a few people off at work this week just cause they gave me attitude and I gave it back times ten. I can definetly be a bitch when given the opportunity, anyone who knows me can vouch for that fact. I try not to do it often, because I'd much rather be nice -- but sometimes I can't help it. I'm tired, cranky, broke, and if you're going to complain to me about something I do not have any control over, don't be shocked to hear that I don't care about it.
I'm still getting the occasionally depressed moments, but I'm trying to control them. I think movie night makes it worse. I like hanging out with Derek and it's great that we can hang out, eat, watch a movie or CSI or whatever and things are great... but I'm kinda wanting to get attached, and I know that's not what he wants. So I'm starting to believe that putting an end to movie night would be a good option. Then again, not hanging out with him would just suck. He's a great friend, he's positive, motivated and hilarious I really like hanging out. I don't know. Something to think about.
anywho... toodles.