breaking up inside
Well well what to write today.. not much is new, nucomm fucked me over, surprise surprise... I had a negative attitude in training i was told.. negative... I sat there was friendly to all got excelent marks on tests sept the last one cause i was sick with strep throat, and darryl made me do it without preping me and i failed by 3% then he denyed me a rewrite... but yeah... negative... guess your not allowed making friends at work and doing a good job... So now i'm loooking for more work which of course there is none.. I tried all over, i will keep trying tomorrow i call about a cruise ship job aswell, i need work why does it have to be so fucking hard for a 20 year old woman to find a fucking job i'm either not young enough or not old enough they want teens for fastfood cause they don't complain about minimum wage and old people for everything else cause they don't like people unders 30.. so how the FUCK am i suppose to live, i understand bums now, there denyed a chance everywhere they turn people lie and degrade them to outcast them and leave them with nothing to even get away and make something more... i just want a job long enough to move the fuck out of this fucking hell hole I HATE IT HERE!!!!... gimme 3000$ now k >(