May 08, 2009 08:49
So..it's day 5 of Michael being gone. I've been attempting to run the ravines...while it turns out i walk/run the ravines. I'm not a great self-motivator. Think it would be easier if i had some kind of mp3 player or ipod or something. Maybe I wouldn't be able to hear myself tell myself to stop running and walk because i'm tired and fat. ? who knows.
Last night though, after I returned home sweaty as hell and feeling like a lard ass for not running enough of the ravines, I did a couple of arm reps in 5 or 6 different ways and then a couple of reps of squats. So..felt better after that. But then I had like 3 beers, so then I felt fat again...
I'm going through my cell phone deleting way old pictures...why, because i'm bored. That's why.
So...tomorrow after work going over to Diamond's to lay out by the lake and have mimosa's. Then i'm meeting up with my mother around 4:30 to go play Blingo Bingo...
Sunday i might go to the beach with a friend and her daughters for a couple hours in the morning...then maybe over to my parents in the afternoon...not sure.
blah.