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Thursday. I'm bored. Yesterday afternoon picked up to a really nice steady flow here at work. It's a bit after 1:00...i'm bored out of my gourd.
It's such a nice freaking day outside and i'm stuck inside. So not fair.
I'm feeling anxious, teary-eyed, down in the dumps, etc.
I get bored, it depresses and then irritates me.
Michael has a golf tournament on Saturday..he will be gone all day for. Like, it won't be over until like 6pm. I work 8-12ish..for some reason i have anxiety over not seeing him all day. What is that all about?
I dont know what to do with myself anymore.
I have a sewing machine, I need to buy thread to go on it so I can mess around with shit. I have running shoes and a bicycle, I need to get my ass up and out and doing something active.
I have a picture or two that I really want to try to enlarge and do with charcoal.
I act needy. What's with that?
I'm kind of depressed right now. My hormones are acting all out of whack.
I don't want to be alone. I need stability and security. I have it, don't I? I get anxious thinking about it.
I so wish I wasn't at work and could be out walking on the beach or playing golf. I want to just be okay financially. Will that ever happen? I've been thinking of savings and retirement. What the hell am I going to do about that? I don't want to have to work when i'm 74 like my Granny did. What's the point of that?
I'm hormonal and I do not like it.
It's such a nice freaking day outside and i'm stuck inside. So not fair.
I'm feeling anxious, teary-eyed, down in the dumps, etc.
I get bored, it depresses and then irritates me.
Michael has a golf tournament on Saturday..he will be gone all day for. Like, it won't be over until like 6pm. I work 8-12ish..for some reason i have anxiety over not seeing him all day. What is that all about?
I dont know what to do with myself anymore.
I have a sewing machine, I need to buy thread to go on it so I can mess around with shit. I have running shoes and a bicycle, I need to get my ass up and out and doing something active.
I have a picture or two that I really want to try to enlarge and do with charcoal.
I act needy. What's with that?
I'm kind of depressed right now. My hormones are acting all out of whack.
I don't want to be alone. I need stability and security. I have it, don't I? I get anxious thinking about it.
I so wish I wasn't at work and could be out walking on the beach or playing golf. I want to just be okay financially. Will that ever happen? I've been thinking of savings and retirement. What the hell am I going to do about that? I don't want to have to work when i'm 74 like my Granny did. What's the point of that?
I'm hormonal and I do not like it.