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How many times can one person break your heart? Or is it the same break just a continuation? Or is it tiny breaks after the initial first break?
I am so freaking broke right now it's not funny. Bills will definately be a little late next mth, because it's going to be a struggle to get all of Rent, and then somehow come up with something for xmas. I fucking hate the holidays. There's the pressure of just everything all at once.
My neck/shoulder still hurts from sleeping on it wrong the other night. The kid that has come to now be my roomate is somewhat becoming an issue. He got layed off from his job, i've only known him a few weeks, and we clicked. So, he has no money, has no transportation except a skateboard, has no phone. He has now moved his cat into my house. Which I told him was fine. I told him he could stay at my place until he finds something else. He's been kicked out of his house, his bills are late. My cat doesn't like him and hisses at him, and now at me from time to time. His cat hisses at my cat and mine at his. I come home from work and he hasn't looked for a job, is always sleeping, and there's dishes all over the place and a mess in the kitchen from where he's fixed food. He's a good person, just a bit depressed right now. He can't live with his dad because his dad's wife kicked him out for not being home at a certain time. He's only 21. It's not a sexual thing, it's a friendship thing. We do cuddle. So, now I don't even have my bed to myself. My house is no longer my own. I need to buy more of the groceries I use every day (juice, sandwich meat, cheese) because he eats a lot and it's gone. I let him use my car time from time to go visit his friends and where he used to live; Daytona, and some other place that isn't as far, but still. I get my car back and I had filled it up for him, and it will be on empty.
I'm a single female renting by myself. The Economy sucks and i'm getting b/w 40-43 hrs a week now instead of the 40-55 hrs I used to get.
I know I brought it on myself, trying to help the kid out, but ...how long am I supposed to keep up with it? He has looked around at a few places for jobs, but nowhere is hiring. He was supposed to go yesterday to Jacksonville to meet up at his union hall to put his name down etc. He didn't do it. He went to see a friend to get things off his chest, got his cat from his old house and started cleaning, found something that upset him, came home and slept.
Been hanging out with this older guy I just met. Went with him to Vero Beach this past weekend played golf and met some of his brothers and a sister. Had a good time. Went to the driving range last night and then Chili's with him. I like him, he's way more into me. I haven't had sex with him, not really feeling it, not really wanting to. I just don't want to. The two people I want are unavailable and I love them both. What the fuck is wrong with me?
I miss being in a relationship with a female. My house is a mess I need to clean it.
I'm going to a new doctor in January. They will meet with me and do whatever in order to see if I need to adjust my medication or what.
so....that's what's going on in my world.
I am so freaking broke right now it's not funny. Bills will definately be a little late next mth, because it's going to be a struggle to get all of Rent, and then somehow come up with something for xmas. I fucking hate the holidays. There's the pressure of just everything all at once.
My neck/shoulder still hurts from sleeping on it wrong the other night. The kid that has come to now be my roomate is somewhat becoming an issue. He got layed off from his job, i've only known him a few weeks, and we clicked. So, he has no money, has no transportation except a skateboard, has no phone. He has now moved his cat into my house. Which I told him was fine. I told him he could stay at my place until he finds something else. He's been kicked out of his house, his bills are late. My cat doesn't like him and hisses at him, and now at me from time to time. His cat hisses at my cat and mine at his. I come home from work and he hasn't looked for a job, is always sleeping, and there's dishes all over the place and a mess in the kitchen from where he's fixed food. He's a good person, just a bit depressed right now. He can't live with his dad because his dad's wife kicked him out for not being home at a certain time. He's only 21. It's not a sexual thing, it's a friendship thing. We do cuddle. So, now I don't even have my bed to myself. My house is no longer my own. I need to buy more of the groceries I use every day (juice, sandwich meat, cheese) because he eats a lot and it's gone. I let him use my car time from time to go visit his friends and where he used to live; Daytona, and some other place that isn't as far, but still. I get my car back and I had filled it up for him, and it will be on empty.
I'm a single female renting by myself. The Economy sucks and i'm getting b/w 40-43 hrs a week now instead of the 40-55 hrs I used to get.
I know I brought it on myself, trying to help the kid out, but ...how long am I supposed to keep up with it? He has looked around at a few places for jobs, but nowhere is hiring. He was supposed to go yesterday to Jacksonville to meet up at his union hall to put his name down etc. He didn't do it. He went to see a friend to get things off his chest, got his cat from his old house and started cleaning, found something that upset him, came home and slept.
Been hanging out with this older guy I just met. Went with him to Vero Beach this past weekend played golf and met some of his brothers and a sister. Had a good time. Went to the driving range last night and then Chili's with him. I like him, he's way more into me. I haven't had sex with him, not really feeling it, not really wanting to. I just don't want to. The two people I want are unavailable and I love them both. What the fuck is wrong with me?
I miss being in a relationship with a female. My house is a mess I need to clean it.
I'm going to a new doctor in January. They will meet with me and do whatever in order to see if I need to adjust my medication or what.
so....that's what's going on in my world.