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i originally had gone to bed at around 10:12 pm. Couldn't sleep, kept thinking of my Granny, which is really the first time I have...i mean in that sense that she isn't here anymore. So...I just kept thinking of memories, not crying or anything...just wanted to find pictures.
Here it is 2:19 am.....i'm wide fucking awake....or so i think. My mind won't shut up. Keep thinking of my granny, of people I wish were here with me right now.....all of them of course un-available. About an hour ago I started drinking some wine ...thinking it will help me get sleepy. Thus far, it hasn't succeeded.
Here it is 2:19 am.....i'm wide fucking awake....or so i think. My mind won't shut up. Keep thinking of my granny, of people I wish were here with me right now.....all of them of course un-available. About an hour ago I started drinking some wine ...thinking it will help me get sleepy. Thus far, it hasn't succeeded.