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I feel;
relaxed and calm.
Being outside in the woods just closing your eyes clearing your mind and maybe listening can do wonders. Trust me :]
Nonetheless, I feel muxh better compared to the previous few days,
What i did the otherday..i think was a neccesity for my own stability and happiness.
Eitherway, Today i spent..talking to sara..and i never called her even though i said i would....oops.. SOORRYYY SARA!
I'm watching the core right now..not a bad movie.
As said before, i feel much better today, due to the above 3 reasons (the third is getting to talk to sara today you silly douchebags ^_^)
Honestly, sometimes i don't know what i would do without people like sarah in my life.
I think...i don't want to think about it actually.
For certain reasons i am completly looking forward to going to florida this summer...and its not because of getting to see my dad..well..partially...mostly because of something else.
..My dad.
I love my dad i really do,
I just can't see how he couuld marry that horrible woman with those even worse kids.
Shes probably not that bad..i may just think shes bad because she is the worst......or because she took my dad away from my mom lol. honestly its one of those things you can't control.
No i just don't like her.
But my dad is cool...until he gets upset about stupid silly stuff.
which he seems to do a whole lot.
and then hes all scary.
but i'm not scared of him anymore...i remember when i was little and he would yell at me.
I would be really scared.
But now....i'm not...eversince i stood up tohim that one time when he bitcxhed at my brother for something stupid.
He's a good guy at heart though, i know he is.
now i'm just ranting on,gonna go now!
love,
nils
relaxed and calm.
Being outside in the woods just closing your eyes clearing your mind and maybe listening can do wonders. Trust me :]
Nonetheless, I feel muxh better compared to the previous few days,
What i did the otherday..i think was a neccesity for my own stability and happiness.
Eitherway, Today i spent..talking to sara..and i never called her even though i said i would....oops.. SOORRYYY SARA!
I'm watching the core right now..not a bad movie.
As said before, i feel much better today, due to the above 3 reasons (the third is getting to talk to sara today you silly douchebags ^_^)
Honestly, sometimes i don't know what i would do without people like sarah in my life.
I think...i don't want to think about it actually.
For certain reasons i am completly looking forward to going to florida this summer...and its not because of getting to see my dad..well..partially...mostly because of something else.
..My dad.
I love my dad i really do,
I just can't see how he couuld marry that horrible woman with those even worse kids.
Shes probably not that bad..i may just think shes bad because she is the worst......or because she took my dad away from my mom lol. honestly its one of those things you can't control.
No i just don't like her.
But my dad is cool...until he gets upset about stupid silly stuff.
which he seems to do a whole lot.
and then hes all scary.
but i'm not scared of him anymore...i remember when i was little and he would yell at me.
I would be really scared.
But now....i'm not...eversince i stood up tohim that one time when he bitcxhed at my brother for something stupid.
He's a good guy at heart though, i know he is.
now i'm just ranting on,gonna go now!
love,
nils