It's so weird to finally let this one big emotion out I've been holding inside for the past year. To finally talk about it with you. To realize maybe that feeling that I've been having may not be the best for the both of us. Could ultimately change the course of both of our lives. To have that much pressure on me and on us I can't handle. I think the thing is maybe it would be best for the both of us but maybe not. I can't be held responsible for anymore of your failures that are my fault somehow and I can't hold you back.
I'm happy with what I've got going on. I feel like a bag of shit telling you but I couldn't help it and for that I'm truly sorry. I needed to tell you or else honestly my insides would of probably exploded.
I'm truly happy with what I've got going on. It's definitely a breath of fresh air.
Apparently he wasn't as happy as me.
.....besides that I miss people.