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man. what a week. wade and ken came back, and now ken is on zoloft so he's nice now, which is very good. i'm happy.
i'm really sorry for what happened the other day on the road, that was not my intention for them to act like assholes. i know we're not friends, and i'm totally fine with that, i'm over it. i don't check your myspaces or lj or anything like obsessively, i don't even have internet at my house anymore (i'm at work right now). honestly, i don't care about that stuff (i'm not trying to be a jerk). trisha suzie and sarah, at one point in time we were all friends, and it really sucks that we aren't anymore. i just wanted you guys to know, no matter how you feel about me, i do not have any problems or issues with you guys. i'm actually pretty happy for you guys that you're out living life and having fun. congrats trisha on the b/f i'm so happy for you. and sarah, you seem happy and i'm really glad that you are cause i know thats the most important thing. really though, i've let everything go, i've gotten over it all. you guys have your lives, i have mine and i'm sorry that we crossed paths in such a fucked up way. i only wish the best for you.
on another note... i have my house now! they moved out to cape which sucks cause now i have to drive there like 3 days a week to babysit. but i have my own house now, and i'm so happy. ck and i have been hanging out alot lately i love that girl so much. and thea too. i am just loving my life right now. i just wish i was making more money. 500/wk ain't cutting it.
i'm really sorry for what happened the other day on the road, that was not my intention for them to act like assholes. i know we're not friends, and i'm totally fine with that, i'm over it. i don't check your myspaces or lj or anything like obsessively, i don't even have internet at my house anymore (i'm at work right now). honestly, i don't care about that stuff (i'm not trying to be a jerk). trisha suzie and sarah, at one point in time we were all friends, and it really sucks that we aren't anymore. i just wanted you guys to know, no matter how you feel about me, i do not have any problems or issues with you guys. i'm actually pretty happy for you guys that you're out living life and having fun. congrats trisha on the b/f i'm so happy for you. and sarah, you seem happy and i'm really glad that you are cause i know thats the most important thing. really though, i've let everything go, i've gotten over it all. you guys have your lives, i have mine and i'm sorry that we crossed paths in such a fucked up way. i only wish the best for you.
on another note... i have my house now! they moved out to cape which sucks cause now i have to drive there like 3 days a week to babysit. but i have my own house now, and i'm so happy. ck and i have been hanging out alot lately i love that girl so much. and thea too. i am just loving my life right now. i just wish i was making more money. 500/wk ain't cutting it.