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i've been at trishas house for the past couple days. i love her, i feel really close to her now as opposed to when she was with tony.
so theres this person and i want that person to be more than what he is to me but i don't think that person wants to but i don't know. it's so weird, he's not even my type at all, and he's not even attractive. i think the reason i like him so much is because it's forbidden. my family doesn't approve at all. for many reasons. i mean... he's 21 and he's best friends with a family member of mine. butttttttt ughhhhhhhhhh i like him so much, it's so confusing. i know if we keep continuing this i'm just going to get hurt more, but maybe if we keep continuing he'll like me more and something greater will come with us. i do not knowww. ihgirsghsrgh. why can't i keep it strictly business? how come i always want more? blhabhgsrohgsorjgs.
<3?
i need some advice please help.
so theres this person and i want that person to be more than what he is to me but i don't think that person wants to but i don't know. it's so weird, he's not even my type at all, and he's not even attractive. i think the reason i like him so much is because it's forbidden. my family doesn't approve at all. for many reasons. i mean... he's 21 and he's best friends with a family member of mine. butttttttt ughhhhhhhhhh i like him so much, it's so confusing. i know if we keep continuing this i'm just going to get hurt more, but maybe if we keep continuing he'll like me more and something greater will come with us. i do not knowww. ihgirsghsrgh. why can't i keep it strictly business? how come i always want more? blhabhgsrohgsorjgs.
<3?
i need some advice please help.