Jun 02, 2006 23:04
Some of you know (and some may not know) that I've been going through a little phase. I love and adore my friends and I would love stay with them...but they seem to have left me...and I have to start all over again. Most of my friends don't even pay the least bit of attention to me and people seem to just lose interest in the way that I treat them...and I still don't understand why they can't even take a few seconds out of their life to message me or even call me just to tell me hi or even come up to my face and tell me goodbye. It's like...noone wants my help...noone wants me there. I'm pretty much forgotten...
I hate being trapped in this house...I'm not allowed to go out with friends...thats how I lose them...they just give up on me and move on...noone bothers to even help me out...I can't go out with friends, I can't go to the movies...I can't go anywhere and my friends want me to always be there and I just can't and it hurts me everytime I have to turn everyone down...I can never be anybody's true friend...all I can do is dream of having true friends and I cannot live forever on some stupid dream!
at the current moment...I hate people...I really do...I hate them...
♥Minako