Go on, leave me breathless.

Oct 27, 2001 23:35

Tonight was boring. I didn't nothing at all except sat infront of the computer & tv and talked on the phone and over the net. My weekend has pretty much sucked so far, and i'm never gonna get my ISU done for monday, so i don't think I'm even gonna attempt to do it tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow will go better tho. The hockey game's tomorrow ... that's good. I feel like doing a new layout for Eternity. I don't like the frames in the version i have up right now, i miss tables. And I'm wanted a domain more than ever right now because I miss being able to use blogger & ftp -_-;; Megs said she would call but i guess she forgot. Meh ...

To regret is meaningless, so I don't ;) Regretless.com is a nice site. I used to be a helper at Dodo's New World. I'm not sure if i still am. I luv the music though, in the flash intro. I wonder which song that's from ...? *shrugs* I haven't tried to play anything on the keyboard for a while. I think i've even forgotten how to play Eyes On Me :( I wanna take up playing the drums or maybe the guitar. They both sound like good instruments, but the guitar is hard because ... it just is. I guess getting the chords right, tuning it, and everything else. On the other hand, my coordination is shitty so I'm not sure if I'd be a good drummer. lol, okay i'll stop complaining about everything XD It's just that i've done nothing all day and I'm going craaaazy from lack of doing stuff. I tried working on Hillside earlier today but then I stopped after typing out two pages that I'd written on paper, at school. Yeps, that's how bored I get in my classes.

Hmmm ... in other news, the bruise on my arms is blue-ish purple now there are lil purple dots on it (underneath the skin) where my hair folicles are. It looks ... odd. O.o;; I had a dream yesterday night that I can actually remember. Isn't it strange how you can remember some dreams but you forget others? I don't know why I managed to remember this one ... but I can, so might as well jot it down ... Oh and thankupo to Cait for giving me the idea for the format ... she described one of her dreams like this in her LJ, so yeah ... I don't remember all of it, and it's a bit blurred, but I'll try to describe it anyways.

I'm in the future, but I don't know how far into the future I am. Where am I? I still look like myself for the most part, but I'm different in a few ways. My hair's lighter, and it seems like i'm almost petite. I find out that somehow, after you die, you end up going into a dream-like state, and then you're reincarnated ... through your dreams. I'm sitting in Megs house, on the couch in her living room. It's kind of dark outside, which means it's either early in the morning on late in the afternoon. There aren't any lights on, and I don't know where she is. I stand up and walk over to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. My hair's pulled back, and it's long ...

All of a sudden i'm in a forest and it's fall and leaves are blowing everywhere. I'm walking, and my friends are around, somewhere. I follow them, and for some reason I'm not cold, or warm, or anything. Kind of numb ... and there's a sense of urgency, like I have to catch up with my friends, for some reason, or else I'll get lost. There are tall trees all around, and it's the afternoon, I think. There are leaves all over the ground too. But there aren't any pine trees for some reason. I'm here for school ... no, i'm in virtual reality. Or am I? I don't really know what's going on. Then suddenly I'm going to school on a bus, and I'm sitting near the back. It's a yellow bus, but on the inside it looks like a city bus. I close my eyes and I my head goes to the side a bit. I open my eyes, and there's a guy infront of me, staring at me, and he's cute. He has brown spiky hair, he reminds me a bit of Freddie Prinze Jr. The weird thing is, even before I opened my eyes, I knew he was going to be there, and I was anticipating opening my eyes because I wanted to see what he'd do ... But then, second later ... before I could even talk to him, I woke up.

Strange, ne? Well i'm gonna go watch TV for a while. Later.
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