Still Me

Feb 01, 2016 00:03

I'm still me.
Graduated college in 2006.
Still me.
Still scared of failing.
Still scared to not make the grade.
Still staying up 3 hours later than I planned on going to bed.
Still not setting schedules.
Still not proselyting like I should.
Still making goofy comments that make people think I'm strange.
I'm a little bit more know it all. And a little bit less.
I'm a little bit more insecure. And a little bit more secure and safe in me.
I'm a better signer. But I'm missing a finger.
I'm a better teacher. But I feel like I've got light years to go.
Still love dancing, music, literature, and love people.
Still hold my cards close--and don't let them in.
Still quoting Disney movies.
Don't let them see the good girl you were always meant to be.
Still loving musicals.
Still looking for a good match.
I care a little too much more about getting married than before.
I'm less anxious to have kids than I was before.
Before I wanted 6.
I'd be happy with whatever God wants me to have now.
I know better what I want.
And even less on what will happen.
Less on
Lesson
Lessons--many lessons learned.
Many more to learn.
Thank goodness life doesn't stop at 32.
Oh--and I'm still lying about my age.
Go figure.
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