Luxury of trust
Trust, that is something I cannot afford. Even your closest friend will stab you in the back one way or another, whether is be actual or otherwise. Lovers are even worse, they hit you right to the core, but that is why I never let people close, then you can never be hurt.
No lying, no falseness, you don't trust, you always expect the unexpected.
[Private]
I trusted once, I trusted my heart, my friends everyone around me, then everything came crashing down. My husband went missing, then came back, sickly ill. By best friend Lucy, the woman I looked to on so many levels was killed, my dreams shattered. I wanted nothing more than a simple life with the man I had loved. I wanted to work as a teacher, get married and have a family, I got the wedding, but he took my on my wedding night. He changed me, and they tried to change me back but it didn't happen, not properly. I tried to live a normal life, but when Johnathan died, the last part of my heart died with him.
[Private]
Trust is nothing something I do, I like things to be simple, maybe that is why I am a woman of sceince rather than faith.
No lying, no falseness, you don't trust, you always expect the unexpected.
[Private]
I trusted once, I trusted my heart, my friends everyone around me, then everything came crashing down. My husband went missing, then came back, sickly ill. By best friend Lucy, the woman I looked to on so many levels was killed, my dreams shattered. I wanted nothing more than a simple life with the man I had loved. I wanted to work as a teacher, get married and have a family, I got the wedding, but he took my on my wedding night. He changed me, and they tried to change me back but it didn't happen, not properly. I tried to live a normal life, but when Johnathan died, the last part of my heart died with him.
[Private]
Trust is nothing something I do, I like things to be simple, maybe that is why I am a woman of sceince rather than faith.