Good News, + Rant
is getting a little bit fed up of the complacent attitude and non botheredness of certain people.
Am getting annoyed at the lack of commitment to things that they have said that they want to do. Am not interested in pushing someone to doing something they have said they want to do and expect me to take the lead when its not a priority of mine either emotionally or financially, occasionally ok, but all the time, no.
Am fed up in going around in circles, am fed up of lack of interest in anything outside a very small selection of things. Am fed up of selfishness and poor attempts at manipulation. Am fed up at the lack of interest in things that I am interested in and feeling like I am perpetually dragging them about. Am not, once again, going to be making all the decisions.
This all makes you feel like your here till something better comes along whilst their busy perving at other people in general. Feeling somewhere in-between adored and a piece of stuff is not a very fulfilling place to be.
Am in a bad mood (hence the rant) and I can't even blame it on alcohol...
Meh, here is to hoping I'm in a better mood tomorrow.
If you want the good news update:
1.) have a new temp job, its in town think that I am enjoying it
2..) enjoyed a lovely weekend catching up with friend and eating cake and scones. A very nice way to spend a weekend I think!
Am getting annoyed at the lack of commitment to things that they have said that they want to do. Am not interested in pushing someone to doing something they have said they want to do and expect me to take the lead when its not a priority of mine either emotionally or financially, occasionally ok, but all the time, no.
Am fed up in going around in circles, am fed up of lack of interest in anything outside a very small selection of things. Am fed up of selfishness and poor attempts at manipulation. Am fed up at the lack of interest in things that I am interested in and feeling like I am perpetually dragging them about. Am not, once again, going to be making all the decisions.
This all makes you feel like your here till something better comes along whilst their busy perving at other people in general. Feeling somewhere in-between adored and a piece of stuff is not a very fulfilling place to be.
Am in a bad mood (hence the rant) and I can't even blame it on alcohol...
Meh, here is to hoping I'm in a better mood tomorrow.
If you want the good news update:
1.) have a new temp job, its in town think that I am enjoying it
2..) enjoyed a lovely weekend catching up with friend and eating cake and scones. A very nice way to spend a weekend I think!