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[min_day_moo_89]

today was just an overall sad day.. it was just full of eviL!! yea so me and cyle kinda had a lil misunderstanding? which suxs cuz i dont want things to change,i really liek him. w/e then i had to go to ericas grandma's viewing tonight.. i kinda felt bad seeing her family all sad and stuff.. yeabut after wards me nat kate and her mom went top taco

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[tipsyinherr]

hey, i feel bad about everything thats happened. I really didn't want things to happen the way they did, i'm really sorry for the way it happened too. Its just that you seem so happy online and on the phone to talk i was like well surely at bird she should be happy. I just dont know what happened or went wrong but i guess i should just learn to let things go which i'm having a hard time doing. The whole time i was with you on the phone last night thats all i was pretty much thinking about, and i didn't want to bring it up because i didn't want you to think i was just trying to be an asshole or something so i just kept my mouth shut. But i dont want that...i want things to change. You told me that you wanted things to go back to the way they were, well that was good and all but i think things can only get better. I want to get to know you better you because i really do like you and care about you. I think that we can use this little situation as something to get closer by and use it to our advantage. Whenever you have a problem with me or something i want you to be able to tell me , i want to be the first person you come too, and the same thing with me. I do alot of xanga reading and i see that everybody seems to know about whats going on with how you feel and everything, except one person...me! I want to know how your feeling because trust me you have nothing to fear nor be shy about. I hope that we can be a little more open with each other from now on, and you already know alot of things going on with me from the talk we had yesterday. Well i guess i'll leave it at that for now, again i'm sorry that things had to happen that way, just know that i do care, and i'm also sorry that i wrote like a 5 page comment lol. Ok well i'll ttyl, take care! bye.