Jan 01, 2005 15:47
The New Year
Fireworks explode outward
against a backdrop of utter darkness.
Exuberant rockets unleashing
brilliant flashes of multi-colored light,
accompanied by pops, booms and bangs,
Proclaiming promises of good things to come
in the new year.
But the exploding lights - so brilliant, so alive
for that brief hope-filled moment
fade away - disappearing behind smoky clouds,
exhaust from the spent rockets, now dead
their burned out demise making way
for the darkness, like reality,
that reasserts itself on our lives.
Pushing away our hopes and dreams,
our promises and resolutions.
Daring us to be more than we are,
or to dream of what could be . . .
Fighting against the exciting stimulus of
a new time, a new year, a new beginning.
Keeping everything the same.
But are we still the same as before?
Did the brilliant lights not mark our soul . . .
Did they not inspire a resolution of dedication
To something more, something better, something of value?
Can we allow darkness to absorb the colors of our soul,
or to silence the sound of our exuberance?
Maybe not this time.
Well Mike has been in New York. My sister had a party at our house the other night and i had a couple of people over ...It was a good time :)
Parents almost found out about the whole thing
-New Years Eve
Was very dissapointing...Dude our class was aweomse last year always had parties...no parties really this year...so me and em by 12 ended up back at her house watched the ball dropped watched a movie and fell asleep on the coach until 5am and then went to bed haha..
Today washed the car with em and went to tropical smoothie
I hope this year is a good year...I hope people stop saying things that arent true..people stop talking about other people when they haven't even met them only heard things which could not be true...everybody would jus stop being drama queens and talking behind their friends backs...
It probably won't happen but its the thought that counts...
Back to school on the 16th....kinda excited miss my girls and i hate living at home..Summer is going to suck I wish i could get my own place I can't stand living with my parents when I've lived away from them and was able to do wahtever i want to do...I HATE IT!!!
anyways...what did you do for new years????
Wanna hang out before I leave to go back to school??
lemme know
love ya muah muah <3