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Aug 27, 2005 01:56

Well I gained almost 4 lbs in 2 weeks. Make the fuckin grand total of weight loss 3. something lbs. Ok mom told me that I would have to pay for WW if i gained weight. She is like the food nazi lady. Oh well, I ate totally on points and health today. It was rough, even went to sleep to fight off the hunger. I have to do this, we are going to Disney World for my 21st birthday, and I want to be skinny. If I lose a lb a week, I will have lost 20 lbs by the time i go to Florida. I HAVE to do this. Its really tough. Josh is so sweet, he doesn't want me to be sick from this but he does not want me to feel deprived either. I know this is really hard for him to understand. He loves me like I am, but I want to make him proud to not have a fat girlfriend. I can do this, just this week will be tough because I am fighting all the cravings. I need to get some things that I know I can eat and that I like. With that damn storm coming towards this way I am limited to what I can buy because I'm scared we might lose power since they don't really know exactly were that thing is going.

Hopefully next Thursday weigh in will be great! Mom has lost a total of 50.5 lbs. I'm so proud of her, I hope I can make her proud that I am going to stick with her again. YAY FOR MY MOMMY!!!!!!
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