Apr 06, 2003 23:44
Well, today was junk. basically junk. I'm finally feeling better, and its time to go to sleep again, which of course after doing all day, NOW, I don't feel like doing. So I'm up, thinking about all kinds of things. Boys, of course, since I'm still a frickin teenager, and the opposite sex takes up most of the non-crucial pettiness that fills this journal.
There were enough deja vous's today to finally tell me what I've been thinking for like a week. frickin move on. Yeah. lol, I'm done with that. That was fun for him while it lasted, but I think I'd really like to find someone who'se willing to give a little more...in all sorts of area's.
the past few days have been really crappy, so I haven't writen, but this past week, both my best babes had birthdays. Greg's was the 1st, and since he's completely rocked my world and been the best buddy since I was like, 11, I feel the need to mark it down in here. Happy 17th. And then, 4 days later, Geoff turned 20. Yay geoff. I haven't been able to talk to him all weekend, cuz he's been gone, but we chatted some tonight. I really want to go visit him. :-)
And recently...VERY recently, a new thing kinda came about. of course, it was a conversation I TOTALLY shouldn't have had, but for the moment, its actually kinda liftin my spirits after the absolutely shitty day I had! And Jamie helped too, even tho I completely sucked ass with being a conversationalist tonight. sorry dude:-\